Dream Journal!

When I arrived in Japan, I was exhausted ,scared, and confused. It felt like a dream, for the first time I was seeing something completely different than America. I have to ask the question is this affecting my dreams?
3 nights ago I had a dream of epic proportions. It was in a city that my mind had created. I was with a group of friends from all over the world, and I was chasing after them. I was afraid to be left alone in this unknown city, which was something that made me think about my bad sense of direction and how its crippling my life.
I have been afraid to get lost ever since I was first left alone with the doubting side of my brain. This is my conscience, and because its broken it makes me panic in situations that involve sense of direction. for example, in Montana i was driving the wrong way on the interstate because i was scared to change what i was doing and correct it. I ended up with a panic attack and fear. That ungodly creature that won't leave my dreams, no matter how hard I try to over come it in my everyday life.
on the other hand

日本語が難しい，私たちは助け合っています。
The Japanese students can help my japanese and i can help them with english. Its going to be a heck of a lot worse to get lost with out any japanese skills.

thanks for your time